By Andrew Scott
Unknown
The night has fallen again. I have made it through another day. Today was not as rough as other days have been. For that I am thankful. The morning started off rough. Woken by drug induced screaming. Sadly, it was not the first time The people involved have become users that are getting worse. I try to stay away from it but their smoke does cloud over. I snuck out, down the road, so the merried men would not see me. Was lucky enough to have change for a morning sandwich and coffee. A piece of normalcy. Did get some stares due to tangled, unkempt hair, stained jacket, ripped jeans. I believe people think I work construction. Unfortunately I am not working at all. Keeping the paper cup, I walk to our busy downtown. The clock on one of the buildings said it was a little after ten. I sat in a doorway of a closed business to rest my feet and close my eyes only to open them to change ringing into my little coffee cup from many generous people. Unlike most days, my last meal tonight will be filling due to this change. By the time I get back to my tent I am tired from walking the city. Someday I will find better, cheap shoes. Mine are so worn now. Cannot even think of my clothes. It is cold here at night however it is not where my mind goes. The ruckus outside is what scares me and keeps me awake. You can hear the bottles and increased yelling. Hope every night I do not get robbed. Would not be able to stop it for fear of what would happen to me on that night or anytime for that matter. It is the unknown that keeps me awake.
March 30, 2020
@ Andrew Scott – Just A Maritime Boy 2020
For Certain
We have been here before. The scars from, bloody skin, aches from the broken bones show that we have survived. Another battle is nothing when fought with determination. This is for certain. Forces outside of our control have crept in vying for everything we think is important. The evil does not know how misguided it truly is. It is seeing cracks in our human foundation. Basic challenge is being challenged due to unexpected panic amongst the confused few. We have conquered in the past. History is littered with these battles with what has been considered larger, more brutal foes. The beatings are real and the pain will last with us after the fight. Sacrifices are to be expected. This is war. It has been proven when we battle together as one unified unit that evil clouds disappear as long as our arms are connected. Victory, over the long haul, will happen. That, when combatted with the human spirit, is for certain.
March 24, 2020
@Andrew Scott – Just A Maritime Boy 2020
Dear Stranger XIII
Dear Stranger, how have you been? Your actions as of late are a huge cause of concern. We have all learned of a fast-moving illness that is causing sickness and, in some cases, taking lives. Making the time now to be a tender moment for most of us. In reaction to this, you have pillaged. You came out of your home, screaming with greed. You took away from people in need. Folks that are older than you and I who need the food so much more. All you did was stow it away for a future date that may not arrive. We have been asked to stay inside for an extended period of time but for some reason you are unable to do that and the virus is spreading due to this. People are scared and instead of being met with concerned kindness, they are shown the worst in each human. Until it stops and comfort to others is given, your actions and selfishness makes you a stranger to us all.
March 26, 2020
@ Andrew Scott – Just A Maritime Boy 2020
Whispers Of The Calm
Boxed in anxiety of the unknown is taking over this confused body. Starting to ignore time and its existence. Just wish to breakout of the mad ness of this mind. Breathing is even, chest could stop or explode at anytime. Attempting to clear it all from the racing mind to center my soul’s universe. Sitting, bringing in the light, centering on the positive holding onto and appreciating. The valleys can be worse. Spirits have spoken to stop the shaking. The body being opened to the whispers of the calm.
April 2, 2020
@Andrew Scott – Just A Maritime Boy 2020