By Peter Mladinic
Karaoke
Backyard sun and shadows and birds chirping takes me back to one birthday winter night at the Texas Lounge. We took turns at karaoke. At the mic I was attempting “Bernadette” as sung by the Four Tops. Shots of courage I’d gotten from the bar didn’t prevent my voice’s faltering, uncertain sound when Levi, almost a stranger, stepped in and helped me with “Bernadette you’re The soul of me..” He died a year ago, suddenly, Levi, taller, younger than I. A wind in the oak behind my cinder- block fence, birds are chirping. Across the alley a small dog barks.
Horticulture
Oh, trees are here but they’re like redwoods’ opposites: a bit sickly, unremarkable or this: where there’s a stand of trees (planted, I’m willing to bet) near a duck pond, they stand out because trees are sparce here. Like the trees the pond, too, was arranged. Other places, trees and ponds happened all by their lonesome. No one forced them, but not here. Tumbleweeds float across a four-lane highway, dry brittle heads of hair you wouldn’t run your fingers through but could if one would stay still a minute. Always on the move, like wavering treetops in wind, though tumbleweeds go forward, not back and forth. At least storms don’t knock down many trees. Funny it doesn’t bother people we have no trees, or very few. “If you don’t like it you can’t walk up and down a hillside of trees, move someplace you can.” Easy to think about, hard to do, to pick up and go. I’ve been in cities with hills of trees, winding paths flanked by trees planted, as they were here, by horticulturists, lots of trees to counter or rather complement the brick walls. Here the brick walls lack tree shade, also they’re not high. Like trees they’re scarce. Plenty of aluminum buildings, ugly structures to go with the sickly trees. The wide open space, flat ground to get out on, some days evokes freedom, others emptiness, like a room that’s empty, someone takes a last look around.