By T.F. Jennings
Infinite Blue
I don’t understand any of it.
The moon, the ocean, this spinning rock. You name it.
We sit overlooking the coastline high up on a knoll
that was made seemingly just for us.
The sun hangs in its usual moorings
like an ornate figurehead spilling its soupy light
into the water below. A spiral of spindrift
clouds lay anchored around the orb
tossing in the breeze like buoys.
All afternoon we ebbed and flowed
like the lungs of the tide —
expanding and contracting,
scored by the low roar of waves
exploding on the shore.
Far off in the distance
where the sky and ocean blur into one;
a soft sapphire flame paints the horizon line.
It is easy to get lost in the infinite blue,
and the longer we stared the more difficult it was to see
how all this could be ours. The wind begins
whipping westerly; its far-reaching tentacles
stinging our cheeks. Eventually we float —
unbridled as jellyfish
with our backs against the gale
and drift toward the trailhead;
our hands carved together like the frame of a ship.
Tilt-A-Whirl
I used to think of the sun as merely
rising and falling, something like
a teeter totter. The sun weighing down
one side, the moon the other.
A single unseen pivot
somewhere near the midpoint,
maybe off the Turquoise Coast
or anchored deep in the briny Atlantic.
But maybe it’s really more like
an enormous carnival light
wired in the firmament;
an invisible pull chain tethered
to this tilt-a-whirl
that could spin off its axle
at any second. Scattering light.
Burning lilac and gold,
bending and whirling at
1,000 miles an hour
as we spin eastward, a flash mob of shadows
shooting across the rust-stained horizon
like flitting starlings webbed in the gloaming,
our arms outstretched to the sky.
Carnival After Hours
The moon is a funhouse mirror
bending strangely shaped spindles
of artificially buttered light.
One fiberglass horse left chasing its tail,
impaled by an ornamental spear
shooting up through its painted withers —
compulsively; pouncing up, plunging down,
in a perpetual state of fight or flight.
A wounded song waltzes
through a blown-out speaker
and in the puddled yellow light
clowns begin removing their smiles.
T.F. Jennings is the pseudonym of producer, songwriter, media music composer, and poet, Tyler Fortier. Born and raised in the Pacific Northwest, Fortier spent years performing under his own name sharing the stage with Frazey Ford, Dave Barnes, David Dondero, Matt Pond PA, and more. He has produced recordings for the likes of Jeffrey Martin, Anna Tivel, and Beth Wood, and as a media music composer his music has been placed all over the world. His debut EP In the Teeth of the Night is due out April 30th, 2024. Fortier lives in Eugene, Oregon with his wife and two children.
