By John Grey
The Tambourine Man
Stringy gray hair grew long enough to tickle his belt loops, but the top of his head was as bald as rock. Rough sideburns extinguished half his cheeks. He sang backup on the chorus, in a voice like a young rooster learning to crow. And if he tried to dance on stage, his movements were busy and awkward like trout in a pot. But mostly he stood apart, bemused by the antics of the rest of the band. His instrument was the tambourine, thumped against hand or thigh, low down in the mix to not interfere with the music. He smiled at the audience occasionally because they were the ones who, over the years, had paid for his rehab. He was a star in his youth but, at that age, merely a legend – He was twice as old as the rest of the guys but a hundred times the myth.
The Photo of the Band
Sarah, daughter of old fiddle tunes, singer in a musty group framed by bearded men, animal skins draped over shoulders. Tom, Clifford, J.P., all those dead before I was born extend their existence in back-stage sepia, cling to instruments, tea-chest bass, washboard... the Gospel according to do it yourself. I long to be in the audience, even pick up the mandolin, pluck the odd tune I've been writing for this photograph to play. Sarah, ascetic and grandmotherly, you exist: your ballads, kin to my songs, your endurance frames whatever tune I'm mutely rendering.
Nicole’s Poem
The poem was nothing at all like she hoped it would be. It was mere words. There was no feeling. And such flowery language. It was so far removed from her own life she could barely believe she had written it. For her, the true poem came into being when she took that piece of paper in both hands, tore it into tiny pieces. And it said so much more about her when she tossed it out her window like confetti for the parade that didn’t come by. Or when she scattered it like birdseed though the sparrows and finches would have nothing to do with this inedible gift. And the poem finally took flight when the wind picked up the shreds and blew them in all directions, far and near. What once as whole can never be put back together again. That was the poem she planned to write.
Noise Factor
The shepherd’s barking in the back yard – some other creature moving in on its domain perhaps – and on a block on Thayer Street Eddy’s playing his sax as disinterested college kids stroll by – they’ll have degrees when they’re done, won’t have to bark or blow the buttons off their brass to earn a living – could be a racoon or a skunk or feral cat – or a change in the wind – or nothing - or something by Pharaoh Sanders, Ornette Coleman – anything he can apply his breath and fingers to – the passersby don’t care – there are noises in the air – no meaning beyond who makes them.
John Grey is an Australian poet, US resident, recently published in Stand, Washington Square Review and Sheepshead Review. Latest books, ”Between Two Fires”, “Covert” and “Memory Outside The Head” are available through Amazon. Work upcoming in the McNeese Review, Santa Fe Literary Review and California Quarterly..
