By John Best

Maybe that’s why 
when your car  
scraped into the rutted driveway 

and you emerged  
like a pharaoh  

seeking your resurrection 

with gold-leafed ferocity in your eyes, 

I was not your Isis. 

Maybe that’s why 

when your greedy fingers slid 

through the valleys 

between each rib 

counting coup, 

my soul flew like a crow. 

Maybe that’s why 

when the river of your steaming blood 

roiled itself into a heaving wave, 

its falsity could not melt me. 

Maybe that’s why 
when you rose to my doorstep 
on that winter night, 
your thin jacket 
shining with wear, 

an empty bottle, not here, 
but somewhere, 
maybe that’s why, 
maybe that’s why 
I just shut my door.

John Best is a retired professor of cognitive science. He and his piano live in a small town in a rural county in Illinois. His poetry has appeared in Poetica ReviewThe Literary Yard and Bindweed Magazine. He can be found on Twitter @johnbest68. 

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