By Audrey Howitt

Tear Up Your To-Do Lists and Just Sit

build tiny nests
pull sunlight toward you
nurture those mercies 
you tie close to you
under business suits 
nestled deep in tender folds

here is the secret--
if you take one stick
fold it close to another
you can bend yourself into them
find the space between

a stilled ocean
under every breath you take

Terms of Agreement

We sit outside, talking to silverware,
used and not. The forks, about money and
knives, about time deficits.
Spoons are another issue,
their inclination is to roll on tables, laughing
or find a nose perch. We can’t take them seriously.
Our discussion is again, 
about your absence, my loneliness. 
An unbargained-for curve.

I watch the chef fillet the fish—
pull the whole of the skeleton out,
deftly, like it was nothing.
The separation, clean.
My hand circles a soup spoon,
a reflex, to catch tiny bones.
There is nothing clean about it.

When Acceptance is All That is Left

I learned to shut the gate early in life, though I hate to admit it
wind carries me through slats, felling feelings
slotted among last winter’s kindling
which gathers new stories

viscous words perch on the laundry line
wait for sun to dry them 
maybe then they can be heard again

nestled here against my lips, they wait,
gain gravity, a poultice
when I can’t open my mouth

Audrey Howitt lives and writes poetry in the San Francisco Bay Area.  When not writing, she sings classical music and teaches voice. She is a licensed attorney and psychotherapist. Ms. Howitt has been published in: Purely Lit: Poetry Anthology, Washington Square Review, Panoply, Muddy River Poetry Review, Total Eclipse Poetry and Prose, Chiaroscuro-Darkness and Light, dVerse Poets Anthology, With Painted Words, Algebra of Owls and Lost Towers Publications.

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