By Marc Carver

Forgiveness

I dream of corpses and lovers 
dream that another day is impossible 
dream that these grey skies will never leave
the undecided snow falls to the ground
leaves still won't come and birds in packs fly for their lives to warmer climes
If only I could take a chance again 
surely now
now anything is possible but still time clings to me
It is in my bones now he said
but he still had no forgiveness I could not even give him that 
my mother knew better than to ask.
All who come to my door no better than to ask.

Drip Drip

Every time I walk into the back garden I see that tap 
how it leaks away 
drip 
drip
it gets under my skin because I know it is trying to tell me something 
time is running out it is saying 
you will walk out of here one day and it will be up 
you will be out of time 
drip 
drip 
it goes like a lot of things taunting and taunting 
telling me if you you  going to do it you best do it now 
tomorrow 
is 
too late

Telling It How It Is

I had a strong urge to steal a sausage from the wooden hut 
the man was not in there so I could just whip it out of the frying pan
not that I do not have the money.
I just want that frill 
to test life,
I go and buy clothes I do not need stand in the queue
I want to ask the woman in front of me
Can you not smell me 
that animal smell I have all over me
I feel I am almost losing it.
The next day I tell my grown up son
He will never amount to anything that boy, that is what grandad used to say about me son and you know
He was absolutely right

Marc Carver continues to write because really he cannot do much else. The old fool will not give up but he knows the poems will not come to him so he has to force himself out of the house to find them and give them to people he will never ever meet.

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